You Better Get Used to it

I just love the Lord so much and I got even more confirmation today that the church I have changed to is the place I am suppose to be. Everything that was said on Sunday is all coming to pass and I am now going through everything the Lord was talking about. The prophets words did not fall to the ground. I knew it was God using him but I crack up when things happen and its totally the same thing you just got revelation about at church. Cool to see that happen, that is what church is about.

Tonight I shared some of my experiences with God and wanted to point some things out about prayer and Gods word, important things I never knew about until years later in my walk with God that was basically sitting with my flesh and not even including God. Come people you know what I am talking about! I know some of you have done the same thing LOL I am not the only weird one.

Some loved the stories and some did not. I was totally rejected. Almost instantly I heard God say "Be Quiet". I kept my mouth shut but it hurt, physically hurt. I just smiled and kept my mouth shut, funny enough more questions kept coming from the to that accepted what was said and someone even said I should be a teacher for the younger kids. I loved hearing that it was cool to see a gift of teaching that God gave me just come through and I said yes kids would be awesome but I am also here for the adults. (I wanted to mention I am only 30 and the youngest one there, former drug addict, porn etc you get the drift the unlikely candidate to be teaching right?)

Someone mentioned the next big wave God is doing will be from unlikely character, LOL I laughed and said yep and part of that army is me, the most unlikely of all. Now here is where the progress is, it did hurt but it wasn't as bad as last time. Muscle is getting stronger to withstand it.

I was on my way home praising God when I heard, Blessed are you when people hate you, when they exclude you and insult you and reject your name as evil, because of the Son of Man. - Luke 6:22


So get this I am still sad of course who wants to feel like that but I had a smile on my face. Blessed was me, I had been insulted from Jesus name, I only told the truth and I was not rude, talked about my personal experiences and honestly i was calm when usually I get so excited so this was God all the way baby! I told God, this sucks, I am happy because some received but was sad the others didn't and God said "You better get used to it".


Then God mentioned Luke 4:24 
"I tell you the truth," he continued, "no prophet is accepted in his hometown."


(I knew instantly why I was moved further away to go to church the light balb went off)


I thought of Jesus just then and all he went through just so i could be accepted and I shouted I am accepted and loved by God. I repented for anytime I may have done that or made someone feel like that (because I am sure I have) and I asked that God not hold it against them but grant them revelation and work with them to see the truth.

I thanked God for helping me keep my mouth shut because thats not my strong thing and getting me through it. I guess this seed is being watered and tended to and one day I will see a huge breakthrough and harvest in the area of man pleasing and rejection.

Lord I thank you for being rejected so we could be accepted by you. Lord thank you for giving me the strength to get through it with the least amount of wounds, thank you for helping me not get angry and I ask you change my heart to have compassion for those who reject me because they are really rejecting you. I ask that anyone who read this Lord feel comforted that they are not the only one who goes through it and I ask that anyone who has been rejected for your names sake be comforted because your acceptance and love is enough. Your grace is sufficient for us. I love you Lord soooo much! Give all who read this a hunger for you and your word. in Jesus name Amen!!