He saw me sitting at the Orange County Fair, he said I had a huge turkey leg in my hand and when I bit into it I went nuts with excitement. I was so excited about it I got up and ran around and offered it to everyone else at the fair.
I was eager to share it and everyone else needed to have it.
He said I was contagious with the happiness and excitement of God and God was going to increase that contagion to everyone around me.
He said he also saw my Christian friends and family who I have been around for a long time, I start feeding them and they proceed to run behind me and vomit like crazy. He said they where vomiting all the bad stuff they thought they knew about God.
Monday, August 27, 2012
Saturday, July 7, 2012
Fed Up With Fear
Went to dinner with my brother Steve. Broke bread and talked about God
all night. Stood outside for a long time chatting about Jesus.
People where around us and I just wanted to bless someone.
Felt like it was suppose to be for this girl standing close by. She was around
awhile but I didn’t talk to her. Fear stopped me, I repented for it.
Finally I got fed up I was angry with the devil and saw
another woman and went up and talked to her.
Her name was Missy.
I asked her: “Are you a holy woman of God?” She said “No”
smoking her cigarette. I said “Did you know that you are going to be?” She
laughed and looked at me like I was crazy.
I tell her “God has called you to be a prophet for the
nations and he wants to bless you.”
She said I could pray for her and I was excited. I prayed
for her quickly and she went about her way.
Something in me kicked up I was tired of being afraid, I was
tired of caring what other people thought, I was tired of the fear. It doesn’t
hurt to ask someone if they need prayer the worst thing they can say is no.
I pray for courage and boldness to pray for others and
preach the good news.
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Go By My Word Not Your Feelings
I was woken
up early and couldn’t sleep (which is odd for me). I thought to myself I can
get up and start working on the garage (since we are getting ready to move) I
heard God say or you can go worship me. God must have something to tell me.
Started praise and worship, repented of selfishness, fear and asked God to
change my heart.
Cried out
to God about my fear of talking to people and how I wanted to be pleasing to
God.
God says: “
I am already pleased with you. Nothing you do can change that I am pleased with
you. You have repented (felt him show me actually turning from one path to
another) and started walking in the right direction. I am doing fine.
God says: “
You are my daughter I am pleased with you.”
Me: I
express my desire to be a soul winner everywhere I go.
God says:
“I am pleased with you rather you win souls or not. I want obedience not
sacrifices.
Don’t go by
how you feel about me go by what I tell you about me in my word. Do you feel
like I would never leave you or forsake you?”
Me: No it
doesn’t always feel like you are there.
God says:
“Remember other times.”
Me: You
were always there, you always took care of me.
God says:
“The feelings I have given you are special. I can make you feel good but just
because you don’t always feel that doesn’t mean I am not there. I will never
leave you or forsake you. I mean that and have not changed. Learn what my word
says and believe that.”
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
A Touch From God
On Sunday May 13, 2012 God came down and touched me like he has never touched me before! It was amazing! The church service was about fire and more fire of God. Time for prayer and of course I went up there! You say God wants to bless me or change me and I say I am there!! Touch me God!!
As Sophia was starting to pray I felt God, every word that came from her lips about knocked me down, I could barely stand and she was no where near me. Then she comes up to me touches my head and down I go! I knew that was coming! But I did not expect what came next! I start shaking up uncontrollably. She put her hand on my belly and started praying more and more more I twitched. It did not feel good but it didnt hurt either it was just uncomfortable, kind of like when you get a shock from someone touching you except this was all over my body.
I heard God say I took some of you away and gave you more of me. Oh boy did he! It was amazing, she said she say a flower growing from within me and that its growth was just doubled, it sprouted up out of the dirt! How awesome God is! She then moved on and I continued to shake on the floor, it actually went on all night. I drove home and my daughter was laughing at me because I kept flinching. It was great! A special touch from God! Thank you Lord for taking away me and replacing it with you!
As Sophia was starting to pray I felt God, every word that came from her lips about knocked me down, I could barely stand and she was no where near me. Then she comes up to me touches my head and down I go! I knew that was coming! But I did not expect what came next! I start shaking up uncontrollably. She put her hand on my belly and started praying more and more more I twitched. It did not feel good but it didnt hurt either it was just uncomfortable, kind of like when you get a shock from someone touching you except this was all over my body.
I heard God say I took some of you away and gave you more of me. Oh boy did he! It was amazing, she said she say a flower growing from within me and that its growth was just doubled, it sprouted up out of the dirt! How awesome God is! She then moved on and I continued to shake on the floor, it actually went on all night. I drove home and my daughter was laughing at me because I kept flinching. It was great! A special touch from God! Thank you Lord for taking away me and replacing it with you!
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Deliverance
So ever since I learned how to war in tongues I have been on a mission for deliverance for all! Friday night I was with my lovely friend Christianna and her hubby and we made it a praise and worship night with some fighting prayer!!
We start praising the Lord and God never fails he walked right into the room. He came in the form of smoke it was so cloudy in the corner of the room. I would walk into the cloud practically fall over and then walk away, go back into the cloud feel drunk and walk away. It was AWESOME!! Come to find out later Roger said Jesus was standing in the corner talking to him. Hallelujah! God always shows up!! Thank you Jesus!!
Anyway started praying for my friend, she has had a pain in her side and felt it was something she needed deliverance from so we start waring in tongues.
Out of no where my hand just gets on FIRE!! and I mean FIRE!! I have never felt such a thing. I knew the holy ghost wanted to do something. So I placed my hand on her belly and kept praying! All of the sudden my whole arm begin to shake and it was not something I can control!
I told Roger "look look" and he laughed and said "more Lord more". My arm was shaking more and it was even hotter! I now put it on her head and kept praying! More Lord more Lord! I got louder and said I would not leave or stop until this demon came out of her and a few minutes later a scream and cry happened! I then felt peace. It came out. She sobbed but I knew at that moment she was free from a bondage! God came and broke that chain and she finally was released from captivity in that area.
It was AMAZING! She said he gut hurt afterward and she looked like she had been hit by a truck but she really had been hit with the power of God! hehe!
God gave me a vision and showed me her dancing in a beautiful white gown so graceful like a flower blooming! She was beautiful and I believe thats how God saw her!
Thank you Lord a wonderful experience and using my hands as your own! Thank you for freedom! Thank you for mercy and grace! You are ever faithful and I am truly honored to be called your child!
We start praising the Lord and God never fails he walked right into the room. He came in the form of smoke it was so cloudy in the corner of the room. I would walk into the cloud practically fall over and then walk away, go back into the cloud feel drunk and walk away. It was AWESOME!! Come to find out later Roger said Jesus was standing in the corner talking to him. Hallelujah! God always shows up!! Thank you Jesus!!
Anyway started praying for my friend, she has had a pain in her side and felt it was something she needed deliverance from so we start waring in tongues.
Out of no where my hand just gets on FIRE!! and I mean FIRE!! I have never felt such a thing. I knew the holy ghost wanted to do something. So I placed my hand on her belly and kept praying! All of the sudden my whole arm begin to shake and it was not something I can control!
I told Roger "look look" and he laughed and said "more Lord more". My arm was shaking more and it was even hotter! I now put it on her head and kept praying! More Lord more Lord! I got louder and said I would not leave or stop until this demon came out of her and a few minutes later a scream and cry happened! I then felt peace. It came out. She sobbed but I knew at that moment she was free from a bondage! God came and broke that chain and she finally was released from captivity in that area.
It was AMAZING! She said he gut hurt afterward and she looked like she had been hit by a truck but she really had been hit with the power of God! hehe!
God gave me a vision and showed me her dancing in a beautiful white gown so graceful like a flower blooming! She was beautiful and I believe thats how God saw her!
Thank you Lord a wonderful experience and using my hands as your own! Thank you for freedom! Thank you for mercy and grace! You are ever faithful and I am truly honored to be called your child!
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Warring in Tongues
So I learned something new this week at our prayer meeting and it is!! Drum Roll please!!! Waring of the tongues! So I was very excited of course, I feel like I do not know much about the spiritual warfare when it comes to Gods kingdom so this is good stuff!
So its a deep groaning from within when speaking in tongues and I thought okay Im gonna try this! Monday morning I sit down and start speaking in tongues but this time I go longer than usual, I decided I am going to stop when I feel the holy ghost is finished. So I start and keep going and going and I would say about 15 min in the tongues changed. It was deeper, the tone was more desperate. (In my mind I should mention I was like okay God I do not understand this, I cannot control it but go for it, you can stop it if you want) Out of nowhere I started crying but I wasnt sad, I couldnt control it and the tone changed again like the spirit was pleading for something begging for God to do something. This went on for like 15 more min and then I gagged coughed something ugly up and I was done.
Talk about a good morning with God! I do not know what happened but my good friend told me it was travailing in the spirit. I was excited I knew God did something big for someone! Chains feel off! So from now on I make a vow to do this warring of the tongues every day so we can gain some ground in the spirit realm!
So its a deep groaning from within when speaking in tongues and I thought okay Im gonna try this! Monday morning I sit down and start speaking in tongues but this time I go longer than usual, I decided I am going to stop when I feel the holy ghost is finished. So I start and keep going and going and I would say about 15 min in the tongues changed. It was deeper, the tone was more desperate. (In my mind I should mention I was like okay God I do not understand this, I cannot control it but go for it, you can stop it if you want) Out of nowhere I started crying but I wasnt sad, I couldnt control it and the tone changed again like the spirit was pleading for something begging for God to do something. This went on for like 15 more min and then I gagged coughed something ugly up and I was done.
Talk about a good morning with God! I do not know what happened but my good friend told me it was travailing in the spirit. I was excited I knew God did something big for someone! Chains feel off! So from now on I make a vow to do this warring of the tongues every day so we can gain some ground in the spirit realm!
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Psalm 15
Some words of wisdom from kind David
Lord, who may dwell in your sanctuary? Who may live on your holy hill?
He whose walk is blameless and who does what is righteous, who speaks truth from his heart
and has no slander on his tongue, who does his neighbhor no wrong and casts no slur on his fellowman,
who despises a vile man but honors those who fear the Lord, who keeps his oath even when it hurts,
who lends his money without usury and does not accept a bribe againse the innocent.
He who does these things will NEVER be shaken.
Lord, who may dwell in your sanctuary? Who may live on your holy hill?
He whose walk is blameless and who does what is righteous, who speaks truth from his heart
and has no slander on his tongue, who does his neighbhor no wrong and casts no slur on his fellowman,
who despises a vile man but honors those who fear the Lord, who keeps his oath even when it hurts,
who lends his money without usury and does not accept a bribe againse the innocent.
He who does these things will NEVER be shaken.
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